I don't deserve to have him, I really don't. I'm so broken and he deserves a girl that has a full heart. But he still loves me anyway and it's amazing.
I'm happy we found each other, because we both deserve it. We both have so much in common, and so much more.
Jeez, it's weird having these feelings for me, and also being so comfortable around someone you never thought you would be able to fix things with.
Have you ever seen someone again after not seeing them for awhile and messing things up with them that it hits your heart so hard that you really do have feelings for them? That you regret doing what you did? That you want to go back in time and fix things? I do.
Have you ever been kissed and have had your heart practically beat out of your chest? I have.
Have you ever smiled so much your face hurts? I do all the time now.
Have you ever laughed so much nothing comes out? I do because of him.
I'm happy and that is all that matters right now.
Have you ever been away from someone and completely hate it? I have.
Someday, someone will walk into your life. And even though it may not be for months, years or decades, they will become the person you love dearly, that you would be willing to be with forever, marry, or whatever. That person will be the person you share your life with, and will make you feel amazing. Don't ever let them go, for anything.
I'm not saying I am going to marry this guy, for you guys thinking that. I can just see myself happy with him for a long time, so don't judge me.
I'm happy. Thank god. But the key is still lost it seems.
"Forever is a long time, but I wouldn't mind spending it by your side," I wouldn't mind by He is We.
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