I'm back and shining like star.

This is my first post in a long time.

I'm much better now, everything is better. I have someone that I think it will work out with.

I'm happy.

Once again I had to go through another person that broke me, and seemed to be only using me. But now, because of everything that I went through, I'm the strongest I have ever been. I'm smiling again, going somewhere almost everyday, and so much more.

I just want to thank those two boys for making me stronger.

But the key to my heart is lost.

I now have the biggest wall around myself. Even though I should take it down for this new person, I think I'm going to keep it up for awhile, because when I put it down before, I only got extremely hurt.

It feels good to know that I have this person here for me, and so much more.

I want to thank my friends, for keeping me together in the hardest time of my life.

I'm a stronger person all thanks to you guys.


Thank you all so much for being here for me, I wouldn't be here without you.


Now I know that I had to go through this, so I know better next time.

It seems that now I can make it through anything.

I won't let myself have the anxiety attacks, or let my heart get broken anymore.

This wall will always be up until the day that I say I do. Which I think is a good idea, because you never know what is going to happen.

I can make it through anything and just have to keep trying my best to be happy. Even though I have those days, we all do.


The only thing that I do not like that came out of all that is happen is that I now have anxiety pills and have to take them when I have an "episode". But I'll get better at controlling it, I already am.



"I just ran out of bandaids, I don't even know where to start. Cause you can't bandage the damage, you never really can fix a heart," - Fix a Heart by Demi Lovato